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Hey! nice morning huh ! yeah! i think so. i said to myself. Well whats the matter ? you are not looking so pleased it was me asking myself. ah! just nothing i couldn't slept peacefully last night and why are you asking, like you don't know about it, i replied. I know that's not what the actually is the cause of your bad mood. What that matter asking when you know all of it. i said. Why don't you leave thinking all that when you know this rob off your smile. my heart said to me. well! this all was going on in my mind a very morning when i woke up early, well in fact i couldn't slept that night. And all this was normal to me as it was a long time few years ago that i used to talk to myself when i felt lonely. And sometimes it help in being cheerful all the time but you can't be pretty sure that you have a good understanding with your very own heart. okay now get up now if you are done sleeping, though you were not actually sleeping. was you ? n...

ungli pakad k meri Bachpan me, mujhe chalna sikhaya, kabhi thappad mar k rulaya to, hasna bhi aap ne hi sikhaya. ladkhra rha tha main jb zindgi ki aandhi me, har kadam pe mera sath nibhaya. meri har khwahish puri ki humesha, bhale hi uske liye kitna bhi ho paseena bhaya. pyar to har maa baap karte hai apne baccho se, aapne to mujhe sabse pyar karna hai sikhaya, duniya ki is bheer me aap hi ne, mujhe sabse alag hai banaya. bhale hi aapse door rahu ya pas main, aapke adrsho ko mene dil me hai basaya, kin sabdo main aapko bayan karu main, aap k roop main khud bhagwan ko hi maine paya. Love u papa..

It was painful moment when it all happened but don't you think its over, is it good to live it with those painful moments which always give you tears only, why to remember all those moments all those people who gave you nothing but loneliness and pain of broken heart. Why you are still in touch. This life is so small to wash away in tears, you have to make the right decision now. What do you want ? A painful past who fill your eyes with tears every night, which don't let you be happy for even a single moment. Just think about it, is it really worth ignoring all the love and care of those people who loves you who care for you. what you are doing with them. They do crazy stuff just to see you smile for few moments and what you do ? Its the time to take decision. for whom you are living, for that past which ruined your life, of the present which only want to see you happy. That past which hurt you deeply, or the present which want to heal all your wounds. That person who ...

i said i love you, you said you don't care, i said i care for you, you said i don't need care, i said i wanna be with you, you said you wanna walk alone, don't you know you are the one, whom i call my special someone, if you don't love me that's really fine, i love you that problem is all mine, i didn't wanna bother you now, but i came around you somehow, there is no space to walk out, I'll try for you but i don't wanna go out, it doesn't seems but m still so sane, but slowly my heart is going insane, its enough for me now, please leave me alone, I'll learn how to live on my own. - Mayank Tiwari

This is a third part of the story The fear of a boy. you can read first part The fear of a boy here. and Second part The fear of a boy - Start of a love story here.

this story is the second part of the story The fear of a boy . So many questions on the boys mind, still waiting for her reaction.

He is looking some shy these days, Trying to say something but why can't he say ? and what is it ? And to Whom he want to say all this ? Well soon everyone will know, Whats going on in the mind of the Boy.... Why it is so difficult for me, why i can't speak out this, i just try to say but everytime i slip to some other topic,  Why is this happening to me, its just a month ago we used to talk friendly and easily so why not now ? Oh God ! this all will definitely make me crazy. well ! now it is decided am gonna say this time. Next day in the school classroom ...