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I, me and Myself

Hey! nice morning huh !
yeah! i think so. i said to myself.
Well whats the matter ? you are not looking so pleased it was me asking myself.
ah! just nothing i couldn't slept peacefully last night and why are you asking, like you don't know about it, i replied.
I know that's not what the actually is the cause of your bad mood.
What that matter asking when you know all of it. i said.
Why don't you leave thinking all that when you know this rob off your smile. my heart said to me.
well! this all was going on in my mind a very morning when i woke up early, well in fact i couldn't slept that night. And all this was normal to me as it was a long time few years ago that i used to talk to myself when i felt lonely. And sometimes it help in being cheerful all the time but you can't be pretty sure that you have a good understanding with your very own heart.
okay now get up now if you are done sleeping, though you were not actually sleeping. was you ?
no, i said with a grin and rubbing my forehead. Why are you smiling ? echoed in my head again. Because i don't wanna carry on with my bad bad mood any more, i said keeping my smile on my lips. hey well! thanks. sometimes you are really helpful for me. i mean all the time if anyone see me like that talking to myself they'll think i am really mad. but they can never understand it helpful to have some little chat with own mind. i mean you know, just talking to myself. i said with a sudden laugh. okay then I'll wake up now..
And hey ! you know why couldn't you slept whole night. just throw it out from your mind or you'll not be able to keep yourself cheerful.
yeah i'll mind that. well then. have a happy day buddy. and i woke up with new energy and fresh mind to enter a new day.
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