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The Lost Girl

bohot kuch hai mere man me,
gehrayion ko naapne ki koshis na kar,
kush reh mere hotho ki muskaan dekh ke,
mere dard me jhaankne ki takleef na kar

kabhi muskurate kabhi khamoshi ka aalam hai,
kabhi ghiri hui apno ke beech anjano ki tarah,
kabhi maa ki god me sar rakh ke bhool jau dunia,
kabhi sapno me udna chahu parindo ki tarah,

koi manzil nahi dil or dimag me,
fir kin rasto ki khoj me mann laga hai,
na jaane kyu bechain hu main har pal,
jaane kyu mastani adao pe taala laga hai,

kho gyi kya kahi meri wo hasti,
jo bhool jati thi ke kaha hu main,
khul ke hasti or khelti thi hawao sang,
haan dhoondh lungi khud ko jahan hu main.

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