My Time India - The Hindustani Blog

A few days ago I was traveling in the bus and I was at the window seat. Fallen deeply in my thoughts I was thinking about my life. How everything suddenly turned out to be something that I never imagined it to be. "I was among the good students in the college. My degree was good enough. My knowledge was good enough. I didn't lack the confidence or passion. I am a good person, so why me. I am trying so hard yet I can't get what I want, Why God why me ?", this is all my mind was full of. It was time of winter, I think last of December somewhere near new year and the weather was misty. The bus was not passing by a small town, I was looking out side the window with unfocused eyes. And Suddenly I was wide awake. There were a few people, sleeping on the footpath near the road, may be they were some poor people, may be labors who work hard everyday to earn little amount of money so that they can eat and feed their family. Seeing this a few lines were created in my min...

Mother India, May be its one and only country where people respect their country as mother land. Its very common in india to hear people calling it “Bharat Mata”, i.e. “Mother India”. There is no part in India where, people don’t worship “Maa Durga”, that too In different forms, complete 9 days are dedicated to worship “Maa”, these days are of course commonly known as “Navratri” (Nine nights). Is this respect this worshipness, fake ? Is this all an illusion or Superstition. I am an Indian, that too a Brahmin, which is known to be a higher cast among people, now well, does not matters that much to me as long as other person is not a human being. I do believe in god, I do beleive in Maa Durga, Maa amba or whatever name you would call her. Now this is just a cover letter what I am going to tell here is more about the state of girl, her feelings and her life. By what I have said above, I only want to present what a huge difference is in the thoughts and doings of so called, “Modern Ind...

Shri Narendera Modi ji, the strong PM candidate for India in 2014, addressing the public meeting in Sikar, Rajasthan. Once again he attacked congress for its selfish politics. The question still remains the same, Will people of India change this goverenment ? or the dirty politics of the congress will continue this government. Mr. Modi says congress is just showing the new laws and constitutions to poor and illiterate people of India. Well, He also cracks a joke on this. Of course he is quite right about it. Just making rules does not  makes everything all right. you must implement it. And the Congress is talking about just a few specific communities and minorities, what about the others ? Aren't they human or aren't they Indian ? If you make a policy it shall be made by considering the economy not community. Congress always says the government account is nearly empty, then how are you going to give away the food for free, Does this means you are going to charge other t...

अगर तुम हमसे इतनी दूर न होते तो आज हम इश्क में इतने मजबूर न होते हम भी हस्ते मुस्कुराते नादाँ एक बच्चे की तरह अगर दिल में छुपे दर्द हज़ार न होते तेरा साथ जो मिल गया होता मुझको तो सायद जिन्दा होने का एहसास होता मुझको मगर तूने राह अपनी अलग जो चुन ली मैंने भी अपनी सपनो की दुनिया अलग बुन ली अगर मेरे रास्ते तेरे बगैर न होते तो हम इश्क में इतने मजबूर न होते मैंने तो बोहोत इंतज़ार किया तेरे लौट आने का बनता रहा मजाक भी मैं इस ज़माने का तेरे सिवा नहीं है खुशियाँ मेरी किसी भी मौसम सुहाने में बस लगाना पड़ता है दिल किसी न किसी बहाने में मेरे सपनो के पंखों पे किस्मत के वार न होते तो हम इश्क में इतने मजबूर न होते

Still standing on those roads, which were blocked long ago, no ways to move on, yet, i am desperate to try alone. Don't know what lies ahead, So many complex thoughts in my head, there is nothing to measure, no length or breadth, i am surrounded by the silence like dead. When i looked back on the path i traveled, i was suddenly feeling troubled, when you was walking alongside me, this road seemed like my destiny. Now i am here standing alone, please! answer me where have you gone? i don't feel like walking without you, please come out from bushes and make me laugh like a clown. please come to me i want you, please help me i need you, this endless road is now an end without you,  or i shall move forward towards the destiny to find to. - Mayank Tiwari

It wasn’t a fine day; in fact I think no day could be fine without her in my life. I was missing her so much. Since we separated, my life was nearly finished. I had no will left to live. Everything seemed so tough and harsh. All I was left with, was a broken heart full of hatred . I hated almost everything which seemed so beautiful when we were together. I was thinking about her as usual. Its been two full months since we stopped talking. I was dying to hear her voice to see her name on screen of my cell-phone. But it was   nothing but a waste. “How could you not stop thinking about her?” I said to myself. Because I was all alone without her, only she could understand me, only she knows me well. But now what? I was talking to myself in loneliness. Even this was not very usual. I used to keep away from everyone. I didn’t like to talk or laugh anymore. It all reminds me of time which I spent with her. “She wants you to be happy. Can’t you give yourself a break.”...

i have no time - the interview(Part 1) i have no time -the office is far away(Part 2) continued... Roshan was happy because now he was going to see her after a long period of time, he was away because he was selected for the job right at the start of his last semester at the college and was now well known employee in his office for his excellence and deep interest in his work. But now he was back at home for the last semester's exam after which he was planning to ask Rhythm for if she would like to be his life-partner. with Rhythm in the mind it was hard to concentrate on studies but he knew it was for the last time he has to sit in exam and after that he can rejoin his place at his company.