searching myself...

another turn in my life,

to burn my sleep in the nights,

but this will make me shine,

and one day this'll make me fine,

with new hopes and new ways,

to keep me moving up and away,

in the brightness of hardwork,

out of darkness of fear,

that each step i put forward,

bring my dream near up ahead,

i was dreaming till the day i didn't fight,

now i see me enemy of myself in the shining sunlight,

when i ask, whom i've got to fight with ?

i found myself standing in front of my sight,

i am lost again in search of myself,

just to find out truely who i am...

- Mayank Tiwari

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